What's Wrong?

Something's wrong. I know it is. I can see their faces when something's wrong. Since I'm only four they don't think I can see when they are sad. All I know is my mommy's belly hurts. I have to be careful when I climb up on her. She goes away for a long time and Grammy comes to live in my house. I'm told she's with the doctors at the hospital. I think the doctors are bad. They keep my mommy away from me. But Ashley and Grammy say the doctors are making her all better. I pray to Jesus and ask, "Make mommy better RIGHT NOW! please." Once I even said I'd give him all my weapons. I love weapons, so that is a big deal. I almost never go a day without playing with my weapons. I get so happy when mommy comes home. I ask her, "You stay with me?" She tells me yes. But she has gone away three times now. I like to stay with my mommy as much as possible.  don't like being away from her. I feel like if I leave her she will disappear. Whenever I ask her if she is all better, she says not yet, but she will be. I don't know what cancer is, but I know its bad. I've been told that the bad cancer hurts mommy. I hate it. I'm gonna hit it and cut it with my sword. Most days when I go to school my sister sleeps in mommy's bed, so she can get me ready for school. She tells me that mommy needs to sleep because she is really tired. I miss my mommy though. Sometimes I give Ashley a hard time in the morning because I want my mom. Soon we are going to Florida. Mommy said we are going to get to swim in the pool and spend lots of time together. I want to go right now. I get my mom all to myself. Well it's way past my bed time. I need to go to sleep now. Goodnight.

I got 5 more minutes. This is my mommy. I love her and no one else, but then mommy says I need to love everyone. Her belly hurt here, but we are going to a wedding, so we were all dressed up. I looked so cute.